in my previous post I was dreading todays visit. I needn’t have for today my little boy came running to me, arms open and he squeezed me tightly. I think it’s probably the first time he’s ever properly done that, with a huge smile on his face. Today he showed me in that simple hug, that he does remember me, that he does love me and that he feels safe with me.
I watched him play and moreover I enjoyed it today. No grandparents accompanying us today so myself and OH could talk freely and for the first time since arriving here it felt normal.
I needed that today.