24. The hug that made my day.

in my previous post I was dreading todays visit.  I needn’t have for today my little boy came running to me, arms open and he squeezed me tightly.  I think it’s probably the first time he’s ever properly done that, with a huge smile on his face. Today he showed me in that simple hug, that he does remember me, that he does love me and that he feels safe with me.

I watched him play and moreover I enjoyed it today.  No grandparents accompanying us today so myself and OH could talk freely and for the first time since arriving here it felt normal.

I needed that today.

Loopy x.

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On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead