57. A walk in the park.

We were allowed out today for a walk around the nearest park.  It was really nice being out but I felt oddly vulnerable.  I can’t explain it. I’ve come back feeling low.  Maybe it’s because I’ve had to come back on the ward or maybe it’s because I felt uneasy with the real world again.

Had a few stares from people as we walked around the park. How the hell do I rebuild my life from this? I’m not sure I can. In this moment I’m not sure I even want to try.  Hopefully this feeling passes soon.

Loopy x.

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On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead