We were allowed out today for a walk around the nearest park. It was really nice being out but I felt oddly vulnerable. I can’t explain it. I’ve come back feeling low. Maybe it’s because I’ve had to come back on the ward or maybe it’s because I felt uneasy with the real world again.
Had a few stares from people as we walked around the park. How the hell do I rebuild my life from this? I’m not sure I can. In this moment I’m not sure I even want to try. Hopefully this feeling passes soon.