59. My secret shame.

I was pretty low in my previous post and to be honest I still am.  What I didn’t say is that I’ve already burned myself today, just after our park outing but prior to talking to my little man. . No one knows. In my previous post I said I needed to talk to someone and I attempted to make this happen.  The problem though is that they are understaffed in here and unless your ringing your room alarm,  slashing your wrists open or tying blankets round your neck, you end up at the end of the queue.

I now have a burn that is blistering and I need a bandage.  I need to speak to the main nurse to get said bandage, as I don’t know what the health care assistants know about my harming. Nor do I want it broadcast unnecessarily.

My head is also busy.  Do you know what?  I just need some attention.

Loopy x.

Author: insideloopyshead

On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead