72. Changing tides

I’ve been really tired today (dozed a lot) but at around 3.00pm I had my usual diazepam and oddly I became more awake, though the 3 cups of tea probably explains that.  I had a shower this evening, and noticed that I sang to myself the whole way through.  I’ve had several nice chats and banter with a staff member, changed my bandages and overall I’ve just had a good evening.

I was meant to have a visit but she cancelled.  That didn’t bother me at all.  It’s now around 6.45 pm and my mood is good, probably the highest it’s been in here thus far. I do need to ring home and see how my little man is doing so fingers crossed that doesn’t upset me.

Loopy x.

Author: insideloopyshead

On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead