81. Social anxiety

I’ve just come back from being out with OH.  We went into town.  It was productive I guess in that I got my lashes and brows tinted (although I feel a bit panda eyed) but I’m so relieved to be back in the sanctuary of this ward.  How bizarre is that.  The people, the stares, the slow walkers in front of me (I get pavement rage); was all a bit too much.

My social anxiety is an issue at the moment. Small talk with OH is also draining and feels forced. Everything just feels all a bit awkward.

Loopy x.

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