92. Fat as a butchers dog!

I’ve just pulled on my pj’s and causght sight of myself in the mirror.  I have more rolls than a bakery!!!! I am becoming grotesquely fat. I am disguisted in myself.  I’ve not had any gym sessions this week, partly due to my quietiapine hangovers (which today have eased) but also because the staff member who brings me over hasn’t come around.

Looking at myself is making me want to take a scalpel to my mid section.  Not literally off course but I would love to rid myself off this fat.

Feeling very ugly tonight.

Loopy x.

Author: insideloopyshead

On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way.

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