It should be a joyous day but it is not. I should be over the moon to be getting discharged today but I’m not. Right now I want to stay in there forever. My sister has just phoned me. Mum told her I’m out. She has just phoned to be nasty and make things all about her; “Thanks for telling me you’re out!!, you never call me back, that’s fine, I’m glad you’re out but we’re not friends anymore and she hung up!!!!
What am I supposed to do with that? How am I supposed to feel supported when on one of the most important days in my recent history, I get treated like that.
My depression hasn’t lifted, its still here.. I can’t cope with anything. I guess things haven’t really changed. I’m so lonely.