The skies are still grey and weepy. Not even a bike could bring out any rainbows today. I’ve started googling again, same sites, same price, same temptation. If I had them now, I’d go to the beach, ditch my bike and bid farewell to this perpetual fire. Or would I? I don’t even know.
I’ve still not heard a peep from my family. I’m in a city where “you’ll never walk alone” and yet I stand forlorn.
I’ve binged and puked. Stupid, Stupid, Stupid!!!!!