134. A horrible commute.

It’s no wonder really; that I burned out.  Working full time, commuting everyday with Little man on trains at rush hour and having absolutely no support outside myself and OH.  I did the commute again this morning to ease Little man back into nursery.  I’m already exhausted and I’m not yet back at work. I walk approx 4 miles everyday, just to go from my door to my office and home again.  It doesn’t sound like much but one of those miles is up hill, pushing a heavy toddler, often in darkness with pouring rain and gusting winds. Those are the days, that I long to be able to drive.   One thing is for sure, I 100% cannot go back full time.  I’ll burn out again by Christmas.

I didn’t sleep last night at all.  Honestly, I was awake until at least 4am and then it was broken.  Something needs to be done about my inability to sleep.  I can’t continue feeling like this.

Loopy x

Author: insideloopyshead

On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way.

2 thoughts on “134. A horrible commute.”

  1. I agree, that commute sounds pretty awful and I certainly wouldn’t want to do it. Is finding another job closer to home an option? Much love and peace to you ❤️


    1. Thank you for your comment. Unfortunitely no, I can’t find work closer to home. I guess we could move closer to my work, but then we’d be givning up living by the beach for city living. I’d much rather raise my little man by the beach. Seriously considering retraining, and a potential career change though.


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