157. Initiating self destruct sequence.

Everyone should just give up on me. I’m wasting everyone’s time. Today my biggest achievement was having a shower and braving the park with little man. We left once the little louts on bikes arrived. It’s pathetic really that it took a kind voice to persuade me.

I wish the world would just swallow me up. I’ve binged, I’ve burned and I’ve cried. I wish OH and little man would go away for a while, so that I could…………..

Maybe I just need sleep.

Loopy x

Author: insideloopyshead

On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead