172. Trapped.

I feel stuck in a life I no longer wish to live. It’s harder now to take the leap. I know now that little man loves me. Is it selfish to leave him now, or kinder because he’s young and won’t remember?

It turns out that my father in law, needs a quadruple bypass. I’d be an awful person to put our families through anymore.

I’m just back from the gym but it hasn’t helped.

I’m trapped!!!

Loopy x

Author: insideloopyshead

On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead