193. Hiding under my duvet.

Today I’m feeling deflated, exhausted and hopeless. We had little mans 2 year review this morning and despite him scoring well on most parts, it brought me no joy. He is speech delayed and socially a little odd at times. We’ve been told to follow the wait and see approach for another few months.

As soon as the nurse left I returned to bed. I just want the ground to swallow me up today. My mood has plunged and I’m not sure I can cope with this turbulence any more.

I need to go and pick up meds, so maybe the quick jaunt on my bike will help.

Loopy x

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On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead