Today I’m feeling deflated, exhausted and hopeless. We had little mans 2 year review this morning and despite him scoring well on most parts, it brought me no joy. He is speech delayed and socially a little odd at times. We’ve been told to follow the wait and see approach for another few months.
As soon as the nurse left I returned to bed. I just want the ground to swallow me up today. My mood has plunged and I’m not sure I can cope with this turbulence any more.
I need to go and pick up meds, so maybe the quick jaunt on my bike will help.