229. A big boy bed.

So today we took the sides off little mans cotbed. New bedding thrilled him and new soft furnishings to match are on their way.

I’m sad and proud in equal measure. On one hand he’s growing up too fast, on the other he’s turning into quite the little character.

I still feel guilt for those months I spent away from him, but we’re having more fun now than we ever did before.

Today was spent mostly in our back yard, digging sand, eating at his own little plastic house, filling a wagon with stones, and beaming from ear to ear as he went about amusing himself.

Good weather helps a lot. Good weather allows outdoor play and better parenting. Indeed good weather lifts my mood.

Tonight we may not get much sleep. Toys in darkness and no bars to stop him, may be just too tempting for our little man. .

Fingers crossed

Loopy x

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On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead