I’m done with this pregnancy. It’s a horrible thing to say, but I don’t think I want another child. I won’t cope with 2. I’m already terrible looking after 1.
I’m thinking about suicide. I don’t think I could ever harm an unborn child though. I’m feeling trapped, and scared…..and alone.
On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to
set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way.
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2 thoughts on “472. Scary thoughts”
Please be kind to yourself.
Please speak to someone and get help. Your son loves you.
Thank you. I’m working on getting help. I made the choice to give up meds when I found out I was pregnant. I think we might need to reintroduce some.