467. Praying for nausea.

I’m feeling kind off weird. This pregnancy doesn’t feel “real” I’m waiting on it to end terribly. I can’t stop.thinking I’m going to miscarry.

I’m literally praying for nausea. I’ve been pregnant 4 times, 3 ending in miscarriage. I wasn’t sick at all with the miscarriage pregnancies I was terribly sick with Little man.

Lots of women don’t get any nausea, but for me I think it shows my bodies working, that HCG is rising, that everything will work out.

So there you have it, I want to feel nauseous. Off course if it does strike, I’ll be wishing it away, but right now; “come on nausea, let’s be having you”

Loopy

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On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead