93. World crumbling around me.

I only thought life was hard before I came in here.  I’m now terrified of the life I face when I get out.  I emailed Little mans nursery today with a list of probing questions regarding my ASD suspicions and the responses were not in our favour. Why the fuck did they not mention it to me!!!!!

I’m so scared of our future now.  I’m terrified and in all honesty I want to jump in front of the nearest train.  I can’t now though.  I need to fight.  I need to get on track so that I can fight tooth and nail to ensure little man is properly assessed and supported.

I just need to fight…………How the hell do I keep going.

Loopy x.

Author: insideloopyshead

On paper I have the perfect life, good career, supportive and loving partner and a beautiful little son. But today I want to die. It’s time to set my thoughts free. Come along with my daily mental adventures and gain insight into warped thinking and it’s hazards and maybe support me along the way. View all posts by insideloopyshead